Saturday, 4 January 2020

Jealousy ?

Its 00.36 at night

talking about my boyfriend’s exes, i just do wonder about all the women who have loved him and why they left. did they kiss and tell? or was he like me, who loved too much and they didn’t know how to handle it. did they leave because they were scared, or did they just to come back later when they wanted to, right when you were ready to move on? or were they runners? those who meant well but tended to leave for the fear of being left.
i do wonder about the ones he has loved and what made he stayed. was it their beauty? or did he love the way they’d curl up next to him at night when it got lonely and cold, and he needed their comfort and company to ease it away. maybe it’s their laugh? or the way they laughed at him and wish him even when it wasn’t funny. or were they just the ones? the ones he knew he wanted the second he met, who made him, a 5 feet man, weak as hell, and knew he needed that. but it was a secret between him and the world so he couldn’t help but chuckle.
idk dudeeee, but i’m sure i hate all of them 😂😂😂

I hate how they just still in his life. Fuck.