Why don't we ?

Certain people have been very important in my life. I'm but suffered when it was came.

I decided to try making a joke in every moment i had it with too serious. Isn't it too young to be seriousness ripely ? 

O, i see that all up to my half-life now.

I finally worked out why i was feeling so uncomfortable for the first time im falling in love deeply madly, im worried, not even as a something bad. It was a panic situation of losing when it happened slightly nuts. And all up to now, there's always sketch to seeing my soul to not grapping love which i know nothing of its entirety.

For me, there's always reason to strip away someone i love most. 'Thanks, you can put it on your corner, not even on your heart. you can move now' said my heart to the mind who seemed to awaken from a dream. again, why don't we ? Also im too frightened. I'll be stupid when it was love. as a worrywart its always been so scary scene of my life. My most interest is a normal love. My life is in constant motion.

At the moment, im far too lonely to think about love which is trouble. Waiting for the phonecall that never came, for the face that never smile to me, for the soul that never embrace me.

Why it must be happened to me ? Though i chose my fate for irritated by serious love. I want certain people with no despised & no venerated. All i want is normal. So grueling.

You read it, boy. Why don't we ?

Blind drunk about you.

Most nights. Indwelling.